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im starting this up again but i dont really ahve anything to say right now so ill write back soon
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Name: marissa Occupation: umm student i guess
APPEARANCE
001.Hair: brown 002.Eyes: blue 003.Height: 5'2?
STYLE
001.Clothing: w/e i lik 002.Music: queen rhcp green day sublime 003.Make-up: eyeliner eye hadow 004.Body art: nope
RIGHT NOW
001.Wearing: pj pants and a shirt 002.Listening to: blvd of broken dreams 003.Thinking of: darren
LAST THING YOU...
001.Bought: pizz 002.Ate and drank: cookies n water 003.Read: some book thats mrs.v's 004.Watched on TV: laguna beach
EITHER / OR
001.Club or houseparty: houseparty 002.Tea or coffee: tea 003.Achiever or slacker: achiever 004.Beer or cider: cider 005.Drinks or shots: drinks 006.Cats or dogs: neither 007.Single or taken: single 008.Pen or pencil: pencil 009.Gloves or mittens: gloves 010.Food or candy: food 011.Cassette or cd: cd 012.Coke or Pepsi: pepsi 013.Hard or mild alcohol: nada 014.Matches or a lighter: idk 015.Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: sunset beach 016.Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey: oprah
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
001.Kill: ******* *a*tt***** 002.Hear from: ****** 003.Get really wasted with: hmm 004.Look like: idk 005.Be like: myself 006.Avoid: no1 rele
LAST PERSON YOU... AND WHEN?
001.Touched: my brother...idk 002.Talked to: my ssiter iont he fono 003.Hugged: kayla(my neighbor) 004.Instant messaged: alexa b4 005.Kissed: my bro other day 006.Who broke your heart: no one
WHERE DO YOU...
001.Eat: everywhere 002.Dance: idk 003.Cry: anywhere i hav to 004.Wish you were: lake placid
HAVE YOU EVER...
001.Dated one of your best friends? no 002.Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? a little 003.Drank alcohol? no 004.Done drugs: no 005.Broken the law: no 006.Ran away from home: almost 007.Broken a bone: nope 008.Cheated on a test: prob 009.Skinny dipped: no 010.Played truth or dare: yea 011.Flashed someone: haha no 012.Mooned someone: no 013.Kissed someone you didn't know: no 014.Been on a talk/game show: no 015.Been in a fight: ya 016.Ridden in a fire truck: i think so 017.Been on a plane: yea 018.Come close to dying: no 019.Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: no 020.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: yea 021.Eaten a worm/mud pie? sort of lol 022.Swam in the ocean: yea 023.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up: yea...proportions lol ally
WHAT IS...
001.The most embarrassing CD in your collection? wont say 002.Your bedroom like? ummm purple 003.Your favorite thing for breakfast? rasberry srtudels from salingers! 004.Your favorite thing for lunch? idk 005.Your favorite thing for dinner? penne ala vadka 006.Your favorite Restaurant? a place in nc
ARE YOU...
001.A Vegetarian?: parially 002.A Good Student?: yea i guess.. 003.Good At Sports?: yea 004.Good At Wakeboarding/Snowboarding: i guess 005.A Good Singer?: no 006.A good Actor/Actress?: nah 007.A deep sleeper?: sometimes 008.A Good Dancer?: no 009.Shy?: once in awhile 010.Outgoing?: sometimes 011.A good storyteller?: sometimes
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Last Person who: + Slept in your bed: me + Saw you cry: idk + Spent the night at your house: umm...alexa n sara a while ago + You shared a drink with: noelle + You went to the movies with: stef + You went to the mall with: my mom + Yelled at you: my dad + Sent you an e-mail: I couldn't tell ya..I don't really check it. + Said they were going to kill you: umm..i can't remember. + Said "I love you" and meant it: hmm....
+ Been to New York? Of course + Been to Florida? yep...many times + California? no but i want to + Hawaii? no...another place i would love to go + Mexico? no + China? no + Canada? no + Danced naked? no + Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? I think so. + Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yeah + Had your heart broken? Kinda + Been the heart breaker? Possibly + Wish you were the opposite sex? Sometimes..only for a day though. + Had an imaginary friend? nope
RANDOM + What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Take a shower, hopefully talk 2 nick + What was the last food you ate? pasta + High school or college? High school + Are you bored? very + How many buddies are on? I'm not gunna count. + Last movies you saw? the grudge + Last noise you heard? music + Last time you went out of the state: um a while + Things you like in a girl/guy: Personality, Sense of humor and if I can be myself around them. + Do you have a crush on someone? yeah + What book are you reading now? speak + Favorite board game? dunno + Favorite magazine? j 14 cuz i like the pics + How many times have you been in love? 1? 2? + Worst feeling in the world? I don't know + What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? what i have to do that day. + How many rings before you answer? usually 2 + Future daughter's Favorite girl's name: shaina madison + Future son's Favorite boy's name? Ryan travis + Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no + If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? a photographer + Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty + Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? yeah + What's under your bed? another bed + Favorite sport to watch? softball + Hair Color: light brown + Eye Color: blue + Height Currently: 5'3 + Glasses/contacts: nope + Current Age: 13 + Siblings: michelle marni thomas anthony + Siblings age: 14 26 9 (well almost) 7 + Location: ny + Plans: for what? + Any Piercings: ears. + Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no + Are You Timely Or Always Late: usually timely + Do You Have A Job: babysitting + Do You Like Being Around People: yeah. + Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: um idk + Have You Ever Cried Over What Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Don't know. + Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Umm..Not sure. + Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yeah + Are You Lonely Right Now: Not really + Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yes + Do You Want To Get Married: yeah + Do You Want Kids: yeah 2 or 3
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU: + Cried: no + Bought Something: lunch? + Gotten Sick: no + Sang: yeah right + Said I Love You: no + Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: mmm yah + Met Someone New: no + Moved On: what do you mean? + Talked To Someone: uhh yeah + Had A Serious Talk: no + Missed Someone: yes + Hugged Someone: nope + Kissed Someone: nope + Fought With Your Parents: nope + Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: mhmm + Had a lot of sleep: Not really
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[12 Nov 2004|03:16pm] |
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Name: marissa Age: 13 Gender: Female Height: 5'2? Birthday: septtember 4 Hair Color: Brown Describe yourself in one word: idk Describe your personality in one word: funny
.:Love Life:. Sexual Preference: Do you have a bf/gf: no If so,what is their name: ------------------------------------------------------ How long have you been dating: ---------------------------------------------------------- Do you consider yourself in love with them: -------------------------------------------------------------- If so,why: ------------------------------------------------------------ Have you had your first kiss: yes If so,when: last yr Do you have a crush: i think If so,what is their name: ____ Why do you like them: Funny, really Nice Do they know you: yes Do they know that you like them: no How long have you known them: a couple weeks .:Friends:. Best Friend(s): alexa How long have you been friends: a lil over a yr Do you consider yourself a good friend: Most of the time How many friends do you think you have: good friends.....maybe 15 Most popular: idk Most conceited: I would rather not say Friendliest: Erika Meanest: I would rather not say Prettiest: krystal Craziest: stef Oldest: krystal Youngest: kelly Most recent: alex? Smartest: sara .:Favorites:. Food: pepperoni pizza Person: alexa Number: 44 Show: Laguna Beach Letter: dont have 1 Song: Dont have one Band/Singer: queen,RHCP Place in the world: lake placid Season: winter .:Your-:. Dream Vacation: Hawaii Dream House: A big one Dream Room: a big one Location: lake placid .:Last Time You:. Watched T.V.: yesterday Went to the bathroom: a few minutes ago Ate: a few minutes ago Slept: last nite Listened to music: now Used the phone: 1 hr ago IMed someone/Got an IM: a seconds ago Went to school: a few hrs ago Played a game: a few days ago Took a shower: last night Hugged someone: a day ago Went on a date: a while ago Wrote a letter: a long time ago Cried: a while ago .:Last Person You:. Hugged: anthony Kissed: ______________ Laughed at: my mom Cried over: no1 IMed/Got an IM from: stef Hurt: i dont know Talked to: mom Spoke to on the phone: my mom Ate with: erin Spent time with: i dont know` Saw: my brothers Missed: **** ******* Heard: my mom Played with: my brother
.:Have You Ever:. Been out of the country: yes Been out of state/province: yes Done drugs: no Done anything illegal: not that i no of Slapped someone: yes Cut yourself: not on purpose Played an instrument: yes Hurt someone for no reason: no Hurt someone: yes Killed an insect/bug: yes Gotten stung by a bee: yes Lied to your parents: yes Stole Something: no Kissed Someone: yes
.:This Or That:. Rock or Rap: rock Singing or Songwriting: song writting Tennis Shoes or Sandals: sandals Phone or Computer: computer Biking or Skating: skating Analog or Digital: digital Coke or Pepsi: pepsi Sprite or Sierra Mist: sierra mist MTV or VH1: mtv R&B or Country: r&b Cingular or T-Mobile: t mobile Cats or Dogs: dogs AIM or Yahoo: aim Bzoink or Quizilla: bzoink
.:Word Association:. Birthday: Party Peanut: Butter Good Charlotte: Sucks Ravioli: yummy President Bush: is cool T.V.: mtv Rock: lovin it Rap: is gay Chef: Boys: are hot Girls: are bitches Calendar: huh Fan: wtf Evil: is live spelt backwards
.:Right Now: Eating: nothing Drinking: nothing Watching: nothing What is on your mousepad: junior rangers What are you doing: This thing What song are you listening to: the zepher song What's in your CD player: a mix Wearing: Pants and a shirt Time: 6:31 Month: November Day of the Month: 12 Year: 2004 Day of the week: friday What website are you on: none
.:Random Things:. What color is your mousepad: blue What color is your keyboard: black What is the phrase you use the most online: idk Did you like this survey: no Are you sad that it's over: no What are you gonna do after this survey is over: talk 2 ____ hopefully Do you like pop-up ads: no How long have you been online: o long time
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[31 Oct 2004|07:26am] |
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yeah yesterday like all i did was talk 2 alexa and sara a little. i have a new sn ask me 4 it n ill give it 2 u. then i went 2 the ice rink, i saw darren we're twins with r awesome hats ;) lol. Then i went 2 hardscarabble. there was a halloween party 4 the little kids. i went 2 c sarah n nicole v. i even saw nicole b. i havent talked 2 her in a while. i hope she comes away with us in february! its gunna b great....yeah so anyways i mostly talked 2 nicole and nicole. it was good 2 c sarah n nicole again since i only get to see them in the summer :( I have softball then alexa and sara are coming over and maybe leah 2. stef isnt coming cuz we got in a stupid fight as usual...its not even worth it but w/e...idc care anymore :-D
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[30 Oct 2004|08:13am] |
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][ name: Marissa ][ birthday: september 4 ][ siqn:virgo ][ aqe: 13 ][ sex: female ][ location: brewster ][ qlasses/contacts: no ][ braces: no ][ fat/skinny: average ][ tall/short: average ][ do you like ketchup: yes ][ do you like mustard: yes ][ do you like mayonnaise: yes ][ do you like pickles: yes ][ do you like boys or qirls: boys ][ do you like pickle relish: nah ][ do you like chicken: yes ][ do you like spinach: its OK ][ do you have any siblings: yes ][ what are their names: michelle marni thomas anthony ][ how old are they: 26 14 7 8 ][ do you have any pets: no ][ do you like pokemon?: no ][ do you talk to voices in your head?: no ][ do they tell you to do stuff?: -- ][ do you listen?:-- ][ how often do you talk on the phone?: often ][ how often do you surf the web?: too often ][ how often do you hang out with friends?: all the time :) ][ do you love them?: of course! ][ have you ever hooked up with someone?: no ][ are you loopy?: ? ][ have you ever broken any bones?: no ][ how often do you shower?: everyday ][ are you qonna qo to college?: yes ][ email/snail mail?: email ][ do you like qold or silver jewelry?: silver ][ ever pranked a 1-800 number?: yeah ][ how long does it take you to get ready for school?: 20 minutes ][ do you have a crush?: yeah ][ what are their names?: -- ][ do you sleep with one or 2 pillows?: 2 ][ do you like coffee?: sometimes ][ how do you know the person who sent this to you?: school
-where- ][ do you want to live?: colorado ][ is the most fun place to go?: to many places ][ do you want to qet married?: beach
- what. ][ do you like to do?: lots of things ][ was the most fun retreat/trip you went on?: wildwood w/ alz ][ relative sends you the most money for christmas?: gramdma ][ do you like about your church or school click?: what? ][ do you want your husband's name to be?: doesnt matter ][ is your fave sport?: softball
- have you in the past 24 hours. ][ cried?: no ][ gotten in major trouble?: no ][ cut your hair?: no ][ ate a meal?: yes ][ hugged someone?: yes ][ kissed someone?: no ][ made a new friend?: no ][ lost something?: no
- have you ever. ][ been so drunk you passed out?: no ][ gone out in public in your pj's?: yes ][ had an imaqinary friend?: no ][ cried durinq a chick flick?: yes ][ sung in front of the mirror?: yes ][ made faces in the mirror?: yes ][ spent more than 1 hour on your hair?: nah
- movies. ][ funniest: dicky roberts, the hot chick ][ could watch over and over aqain: the hot chick ][ last movie you saw?: i know what u did last summer ][ who do you go to the movies with?: friends ][ did you like titanic?: i was 7 sure?
- would you ever. ][ jump out of a plane?: no ][ go bungee jumping?: yeah ][ stay in your room for a whole day?:if it had a tv or computer ][ go in the snow w/o clothes?: y not? ][ skinny dip?: no ][ drink salt water?: yes ][ touch road kill?: yeah ][ smile at your worst enemy?: sure ][ gamble?: dunno ][ have a makeout party?: nah ][ throw a party without your parents?: no ][ go to a foreign country?: yes
- who. ][ would you leave everything you own to if you died tomorrow?: my parents? ][ if you woke up one morninq and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the 1st person you would call?: alexa
- which one. ][ winter/summer: winter ][ beach/mountains: beach ][ pop/punk: punk ][ rock/rap: rock ][ ny/la: la ][ milk chocolate/dark chocolate: dark ][ doqs/cats: dogs ][ britney or Christina: neither ][ mtv/vh1: mtv ][ country/classical: neither ][ day/niqht: night ][ lake/ocean: ocean ][ waffles/pancakes: both ][ soccer/football: football ][ baseball/swimminq: baseball ][ chocolate/vanilla: chocolate ][ suqar/spice: Sugar
- random. ][ ran into a wall?: ya ][ sleep walked?: no ][ qone skinny dippinq?:no ][ kissed someone of the same sex?: -- ][ laughed so hard you peed?: haha almost ][ swallow a bug?: yeah ][ ever actually kept a new years resolution?: no
- would you ever. ][ eat bugs puropsely?: yeah ][ commit a crime?: no ][ change your religion?: no ][ jump off a waterfall?: yes ][ change clothes in front of an open window?: whose looking? ][ dress up as the opposite sex for an important event?: yeah ][ go out at night dressed in somethinq like a black trench coat and sunglasses?: no! ][ sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 stranqers?: no!
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[29 Oct 2004|04:55pm] |
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Push me out from the darkness To a sky that's colored blue Somewhere someone's finding happiness While I'm still here so hung up on you
Nothing is real And I want you to know That I'm not alright When you tear open my chest I'll try not to flinch Won't make promises You taught me that I'm still losing what's left out My self esteem And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest thing to fake's a feeling to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell
A failed apology A day too late but now I see That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree But what would you need me for You've got friends galore And all you'll ever be to me's a stupid lying excuse for a person
I could call But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone You don't have time for me I could call but I know you won't get the phone Don't have time for me
I hate myself For loving you like this I hate myself for hating myself Just enough to love you Just enough to love you
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I WANT: you I WISH: for many things I MISS: ****** I FEAR: fear I WONDER: wut u think I REGRET: many things I LOVE: **him** I ACHE: forr yoouu <33 I ALWAYS: listen 2 music I AM NOT: a slut I SING: never I CRY: rarely I WRITE: in this journal I CONFUSE: everyone
x. you get embarrassed when: i do something stupid x. what upsets you: people x. you keep a diary: no x. you like to cook: bake x. you're in love: no x. you bite your fingernails: no x. you believe in love: of course
Who?
who is the hottest person of the opposite sex you know: everett The prettiest person of the same sex you know: nicoles friend ryan The weirdest person you know: i think ill have to go with betsy The Loudest Person : hmMm.. erika molly ali The Person that Knows the Most about you: alexa Most Boring Teacher: ms barone
What is...
Last image/thought you went to sleep with: 2 embarassing 2 say Your best feature: eyes Favorite Inside joke: idk ... i havee so0 manyy
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: of course have a(ny) crush(es): yeah think you've been in love: yeah want to get married: yeah have any tattoos?: maybe nah jk i dont havbe ne piercings?: ears get motion sickness: no think you're a health freak: yeah right get along with your parents: mostly
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: carter Bob: THE BUILDER =] Drew: polhill Aaron: carter Eve:6 William: hmm idk Justin: gorki's ex Ricky: martin Jack: and jill
SIGN: virgo NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown EYE COLOR: blue
( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 44!! COLOR: blue, purple DAY: saturday MONTH: december SONG: just enough 2 love you SEASON: winter DRINK: pina colatas :]~ VEGGIE: idk
( PREFERENCES ) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? milk chocolate MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? no BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no MISSED SOMEONE? yes HUGGED SOMEONE? yeah KISSED SOMEONE? no FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
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what a busy week... wednesday was our last dual meet it was against briarcliff we won! then after we pushed john n charlie in w/ there clothes on. then erin pants amanda g. lke 3 times it was so funny i couldnt stop laughing. then my sister gave amanda a suit n we went swimming 4 a lil bit after the meet. then thursday i went 2 madden it was fun me n alexa talked 2 dopey this kid w/ a cool fro. yeah he was calling _____ opi cuz shes 'lazy stuck up snotty rude and maybe should have just gone home' it was funny. we did a lot of team work on thursday.we did a thing called "hug a tree" and boy let me tell u was that interesting. u had to go blindfolded and ur partner would lead u 2 a tree then u would have 2 'feel it' hug it and introduce urself....we started laughing when "coach p" said we had 2 feel it and tehn she asked wut was so funny. then dopey was like do u want the real answer then he was like well our childish minds think of something sexualy or he said somethinglike that. then "coach p" was like "its not like ur gunna go tell some1 u felt it up" wow that lady is weird.. yeah so anyways then the person leading u brings u back somewhere and u have 2 find "your tree" we also wrote a letter 2 ourselves which hes gunna mail us back in a yr. i dont wanna say wut i wrote... It was fun at night cuz it was raining. bren d. dressed up in a bear costume and was going around scaring ppl it was funny indeed. i slept w/ alexa tina alexa brianna and steph. we only slept 4 3 hours. tina was sooo hyper from her medication she was telling ppl she was gunna dance naked in the rain n they actually believed her. sad...then we had 2 b in our tents at 10 so then we stayed up 2 5 and we got up at 7:10.....then we had to pack up. then we ate breakfast and listened 2 Dorna talk on and on about a fu*king compass....da-da-da-da-da-dorna da-da-da-da-da-dorna da-da-da-da-da-dorna dorna the explorer!....yeah so then after we did this gay compass thing then we went orienteering in the woods that was fun alexa sunk in the mud....then we took the tent down ate lunch then left 2 go back 2 school >:O....i had science n math grr...then i went 2 the dentist i have 2 get an expander rubber bands n top n bottom braces o goody.... then yesterday i had divisionals we did really good im going 2 sectionals 4 our mely relay we kick ass ohhhh yeahhhh...then i went 2 the diner n alexa had already left but i ate there anyways. then i came home n did my hw. then i talked 2 noelle on the phone 4 a while. then i talked 2 alexa on the phone 4 like 3 hrs. then today i had 2 softball games...we lost 1 n tied one. it was really cold now im not really doing anything just talking 2 alexa...tomorrow i have double math >:O and a quiz....thats it 4 now....
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noelle made me this cool journal :-D thans noelle! its friends only so comment and i will add you...cya at the game :-D x0x
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